What's up brother, long time no see. I know I told you I would get up with you man but I been a little busy lately. And you wanted ? Oh now I remember, you said you tired of this non-sense. And you want to make a change. Hey man we had this discussion last year. As a matter of fact we've had this disscusion every year the last ten. And you still out here ? You ain't stupid! I tell you what let me just give you a little advice. Better yet a personal challenge. I dare you to take life seriously and under stand that all you'll have is what you've earned .Respect honor, credibility. These things are not given. I dare you to treat people, and yourself with respect . That black thing you have under your shirt is not respect. It's a cowards toy. Man what happened to you? I used to respect you, and you didn't even have shit. I dare you to learn how to talk to people, something that somehow you've seemed to have lost along the way. Who did this to you. You should have just stayed in school. Trying to get that easy money to impress the ladies..Man those are exactly the ones you don't need . The ones you have to buy. the ones that say they down for you , but everytime you turn your back the're going down on the highest bidder. You used to be so smart, and outspoken. Man they got you out here slanging dope, high every day, arguing with somebody. Even a straight laced brother like me knows not to get high on my own supply. You used to think before you reacted. I dare you to stop being the chump you have become, lying, stealing and showing no shame. Hey brother, life is too short for this non sense. By the way I saw you son last week, man he ain't even claiming you. I asked him why, He said "because you were too busy running the streets , trying to get it cracking". That's sad. Every time I see you you on some bullshit.. can I have a this , I need a that. Negro wake up. Not happy with what you have become , so you try to bring everyone else down with your sorry ass. Remember that time you attacked your mother , we were kids then but I wanted to kick your ass then . Damn I knew you were on some shit then. Don't you know real men , don't hit women..I know you ain't got little man out here holding your shit for you? Man you a "bitch", I should kick your as right now on general principle. To think that I thought you was the shit when we were growing up. Man your people gave you everything you asked for, Atari , New bike, hell you was the first one on the block with a pager. And this is how you repay them? You people worked hard , your dad has got to be rolling over in his grave. Brother from now on , don't even speak to me when you see me. And don't ask me for shit. It's brothers like you making these kids think that , all of this ignorance is o.k. So I'm done ..I got things I need to do ..I'm on my way, what ever change you need will have to come from you. so until we meet again ..nah that's too easy. Until you get it together, peace